Of all the stories I have shared, this is the one by which I would ultimately choose to be judged.
As I presented in my last post, during my junior year of high school, I made manifest a series of three astral projection spirit walks.
This is the story of the third… and most special one of all.
Winter 1987, Mercersburg Academy, Main Hall, 3rd Floor, post-lights-out.
Took a stroll down the hall. It was one of those Lord Shiva kind of nights.
Eventually found my way back to my room, and soon to bed.
As my meditation routine had become second nature, with ease I had my chakras shining bright, and their vortexes spinning off into infinity.
And then… there I was once again, poised high in the stratosphere, comfortably floating above the earth… quite pleased to be back in that now familiar fourth-dimensional space.
As I was gazing out upon the universe, contemplating how I was going to take advantage of this opportunity, I was interrupted by a presence, which approached me from behind, and asked me the following question:
Would you like to be together in this lifetime?
Instinctively I knew that the stalking presence was female.
When I turned to face her, she was a faint energetic outline, easily twice my own self-perceived size, and so transparent that I could see more of the stars, in the infinite beyond, than I could see of her.
She repeated her question, clearly wanting an answer.
So I thought about it for a moment, and willingly replied:
Yes!
Apparently my acceptance of her proposal was not deeply enough considered, because she offered me an opportunity to change my mind:
Before you agree to this you must know that I will not be born for another six months, as I am attached to my mother, and so it will be a long road before you find me, and it will not be easy. Are you sure?
As she was communicating this, faint images of a potential timeline were presented to me.
Honestly flattered by the whole experience, how could I not respond:
Yes… we will be together in this lifetime!
Suddenly she took a human body shape, and then something amazing happened… under her left arm there manifested the bright face of a young little girl.
My new fiancée then somehow changed our vantage point in the stratosphere, to where we were now somewhere over the Carolinas! She then indicated toward the southwestern region of Florida, saying:
You will travel from here, around coast of the Gulf of Mexico, down to here, where you will find me.
Then she paused, only to remind me:
Remember, this will be a long, and at times, difficult journey, but we will see each other again,
At this point she revealed more of what she would look like.
My parting words were:
Ok, we’ll see each other, then.
She departed, and I returned to my body.
To put this into the proper time frame, the day of her birth came two weeks after my vision of the rain.
Spring 2003. The difficult road showed its merciful end by way of a providential re-connection with a childhood friend. He offered me the job of living in his house. Poolside… in Southwest Florida.
The next five years were sun and sand therapy… enjoyed work in the service industry… played rec league sports… made new friends… and held true to sobriety throughout.
Yet after a few years, the realization struck that my road was still not complete.
This was a time of deep soul searching, and much heartfelt prayer. My only stipulations to God were that I do something to help people, and that I learn some valuable skill.
In those moments, I had no idea how close I was to finding her.
At a restaurant where I was tending bar, I became familiar with a bunch of Mexican coworkers. One of them, a man a few years older than me, and by far the hardest working food-runner/busser in the establishment, invited me to kick the soccer ball around on a mutual day off.
When we were done, we sat down by one of the goals, and he proceeded to tell me of his life… and of his dream. He was an agronomist by trade, and wanted a greenhouse, wherein he could grow high quality tomatoes.
Throughout his discourse, I was experiencing visions from across the veil, something akin to the starry shadow-moths which occurred when I met Elanor.
It was decided before he even finished talking… it would be me to help him fulfill that dream! And it fit the criteria that I had set before God; I would be helping somebody, and I would learn a valuable skill.
He first thought I was joking, and then he thought I was crazy. So did the woman I was living with. As far as I could tell, everybody thought I was.
None of that mattered, because my mind was made up.
A month later we were on the road to Mexico.
And I still had not yet connected all of this to her.
Over a span of twenty years, there were long periods in which I completely forgot about my pledge. Several relationships came to decision moments, but because not one of them was ever her, invariably I had to Ramble On.
Arrival through her door was surreal.
Her eyes sparkled!
Faced with the seeming culmination of this epic 20-year odyssey… this quest to uphold a fourth dimensional promise… it would be some time yet before we would be together in this lifetime.
My primary mission at hand was to fulfill a man’s dream.
So we built the greenhouse…
…and we grew some tomatoes:
It took little over a year for the two of us to coalesce… and another five to bring into the world that bright little face which appeared under her left arm.
We eventually got married.
Yes… we will be together in this lifetime.
The more I reflect upon how this path of my life, up to now, has been so amazing, the more it makes me truly thankful for just how blessed I really am.
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