In the wake of the fifteenth anniversary of the 9/11 attacks, it reminded me to finish the story of a dark chapter in my life.
As I have already detailed here, during the night of 9/7/01 into the morning of 9/8/01, I experienced a succession of horrific nightmares, which turned out to foretell the attacks in lower Manhattan three days later.
Until only very recently have I been under the impression that these specific nightmares were exclusive to the terrorist attacks. But several months ago I read something which brought into focus a very personal aspect to that prophetic experience.
Once again it would be the excessive alcohol which would lead me into problems. A lamentable DUI related accident resulted in a merciful conditional probation, thanks in large part to the near-certainty of having been roofied.
With help from my Guardian Angel, the Devil did not collect his due on that occasion, but this whole episode led to the break up of a relationship, state-mandated rehab, and an extended period of soul-searching isolation.
In chapter 20 of this book, enormous help is provided for the understanding of such disturbing psychic experiences such as my own. The authors describe how they come as thematically and symbolically connected warnings, and that the purpose which they serve can be determined through reflection over time.
We are destined to become aware of, and co-responsible for, all of creation. Unwanted psychic experiences are invitations to expand one’s awareness. They are wakeup calls – gifts. Yet they require loyalty to the ideal of consciousness and the willingness to look in the mirror. Even disturbing experiences are part of the Creator’s plan for our personal and collective growth and awakening.
Contemporary Cayce, pg. 145
So now fifteen years farther down the path to omniscience, I know with certainty that these personal tribulations absolutely had to come to pass. The path which I was following at the time was not the one I was meant to be on. If events had not happened the way they did, I would have been unable to fulfill a promise I made, in the 4th dimension, during an Astral Projection OBE at the age of sixteen.
The revelation, which came as a result of chapter 20, has helped me to weave these profound cosmic threads together in a wonderfully healing fashion.